Living History



By Hillary Clinton



[1] In 1959, I wrote my autobiography for an assignment in sixth grade. In twenty-nine pages, most half-filled with earnest scrawl, I described my parents, brothers, pets, house, hobbies, school, sports, and plans for the future. Forty-two years later, I began writing another memoir, this one about the eight years I spent in the White House living history with Bill Clinton. I quickly realized that I couldn’t explain my life as First Lady without going back to the beginning—how I became the woman I was that first day I walked into the White House on January 20, 1993, to take on a new role and experiences that would test and transform me in unexpected ways.




[2] By the time I crossed the threshold of the White House, I had been shaped by my family upbringing, education, religious faith and all that I had learned before—as the daughter of a staunch conservative father and a more liberal mother, a student activist, an advocate for children, a lawyer, Bill’s wife, and Chelsea’s mom.




[3] For each chapter, there were more ideas I wanted to discuss than space allowed; more people to include than could be named; more places visited than could be described. If I mentioned everybody who has impressed, inspired, taught, influenced and helped me along the way, this book would be several volumes long. Although I’ve had to be selective, I hope that I’ve conveyed the push and pull of events and relationships that affected me and continue to shape and enrich my world today.




[4] Since leaving the White House I have embarked on a new phase of my life as a U.S. Senator from New York, a humbling and daunting responsibility. A complete account of my move toNew York, campaign for the Senate and the honor of working for the people who elected me will have to be told another time, but I hope this memoir illustrates how my success as a candidate for the senate arose out of my White House experiences.




[5] During my years as First Lady, I became a better student of how government can serve people, how Congress really works, how people perceive politics and policy through the filter of the media and how American values can be translated into economic and social progress. I learned the importance ofAmerica’s engagement with the rest of the world, and I developed relationships with foreign leaders and an understanding of foreign cultures that come in handy today. I also learned how to keep focused while living in the eye of many storms.


5〕在当第一夫人那段时间里,我更好地学习到政府如何为人民服务,国会实际如何运作, 人们如何透过传媒的过滤器理解政治和政策,美国的价值观如何转换成经济和社会的进步。我了解到美国与世界其他地区发展关系的重要性,并与外国领导人建立了关系,了解了外国的文化,这使我至今都受益。我还学会了如何在一次次的狂风暴雨中,头脑清醒、认定目标。


[6] I was raised to love my God and my country, to help others, to protect and defend the democratic ideals that have inspired and guided free people for more than 200 years. These ideals were nurtured in me as far back as I can remember. Back in 1959, I wanted to become a teacher or a nuclear physicist. Teachers were necessary to “train young citizens” and without them you wouldn’t have “much of a country.”Americaneeded scientists because the “Russians have about five scientists to our one.” Even then, I was fully a product of my country and its times, absorbing my family’s lessons andAmerica’s needs as I considered my own future. My childhood in the 1950s and the politics of the 1960s awakened my sense of obligation to my country and commitment to service. College, law school and then marriage took me into the political epicenter of theUnited States.


6〕我从小受的教育告诉我要热爱上帝、热爱国家、帮助他人、保卫民主的理想,正是这些理想200多年来激励引导着自由的人们。这些理想在我刚刚有记忆时就开始在我的心中得以哺育萌发。早在1959年,我想当一位教师或者成为一名核物理学家。老师对于“培训年轻公民”十分必要,没有老师,一个国家也就“国将不国”了。美国需要科学家,因为“苏联每有五个科学家, 我们只有一个。”即便是在当时,我已经完全是国家和时代的产物,在设计个人的未来时,考虑到家庭的教导,国家的需要。50年代的童年生活和60年代的政治环境唤醒了我对国家的责任感和为民服务的义务。大学、法学院和随后的婚姻又把我带人了美国政治的中心。


[7] A political life, I’ve often said, is a continuing education in human nature, including one’s own. My involvement on the ground floor of two presidential campaigns and my duties as First Lady took me to every state in our union and to seventy-eight nations. In each place, I met someone or saw something that caused me to open my mind and my heart and deepen my understanding of the universal concerns that most of humanity shares.




[8] I always knew that America matters to the rest of the world; my travels taught me how the rest of the world matters to America. Listening to what people in other countries are saying and trying to understand how they perceive their place in the world is essential to a future of peace and security at home and abroad. With this in mind, I have included voices we don’t hear often enough –voices of people in every corner of the globe who want the same things we do: freedom from hunger, disease and fear, freedom to have a say in their own destinies, no matter their DNA or station in life. I have devoted considerable space in these pages to my foreign travels because I believe that the people and places are important and what I learned from them is part of who I am today.